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Since i was so restricted to friendster, blogging has been much a trouble for me.. Anyway, i’m relocating to some other place..

http://hanianmurihan.blogmas.com

We’ll discover a whole new world.

"Say to my friends, when they look upon me, dead
        Weeping for me and mourning me in sorrow
        Do not believe that this corpse you see is myself
        In the name of God, I tell you, it is not I,
        I am a spirit, and this is naught but flesh
        It was my abode and my garment for a time.
        I am a treasure, by a talisman kept hid,
        Fashioned of dust, which served me as a shrine,
        I am a pearl, which has left it’s shell deserted,
        I am a bird, and this body was my cage
        Whence I have now floron forth and it is left as a token
        Praise to God, who hath now set me free
        And prepared for me my place in the highest of the heaven,
        Until today I was dead, though alive in your midst.
        Now I live in truth, with the grave - clothes discarded.
        Today I hold converse with the saints above,
        With no veil between, I see God face to face.
        I look upon "Loh-i-Mahfuz" and there in I read
        Whatever was and is and all that is to be.
        Let my house fall in ruins, lay my cage in the ground,
        Cast away the talisman, it is a token, no more
        Lay aside my cloak, it was but my outer garment.
        Place them all in the grave, let them be forgotten,
        I have passed on my way and you are left behind
        Your place of abode was no deweling place for me.
        Think not that death is death, nay, it is life,
        A life that surpasses all we could dream of here,
        While in this world, here we are granted sleep,
        Death is but sleep, sleep that shall be prolonged
        Be not frightened when death draweth night,
        It is but the departure for this blessed home
        Think of the mercy and love of your Lord,
        Give thanks for His Grace and come without fear.
        What I am now, even so shall you be
        For I know that you are even as I am
        The souls of all men come forth from God
        The bodies of all are compounded alike
        Good and evil, alike it was ours
        I give you now a message of good cheer
        May God’s peace and joy for evermore be yours."

salamz..lame tul x update blog.as expected b4,keje baru ni website yg glamer sume xleh masuk..so,nak tak nak terpaksa la jadi pekerja berdedikasi, tekun, amanah, jaya yang cuma concentrate dgn keje dalam tempoh 9 jam bekerja.hahaha..tak dapat lagi dah chatting time keje.sememangnya aku dah upgrade sikit kualiti kerja diri sendiri yang selama ni banyak buang masa buat benda tak berfaedah sewaktu bekerja sebagai contoh; update blog waktu kerja.

apa2 pun, dah masuk new year 2007 n dah masuk bulan februari dah pun.cepat sungguh masa berlalu.kawan2 sekeliling pun satu persatu dah mula meninggalkan zaman bujang.banyak dapat jemputan kawin dalam tempoh 2-3 bulan terakhir ni.alhamdulilah.congratulation buat semua yg terlibat dan aku doakan semoga bahagia sepanjang hayat la hendaknye..

setakat tu je la penulisan buat kali ini.kita berjumpa lagi di lain masa, di waktu yang berbeza dan rancangan yg berbeza..adiyoyos..

The day has finally arrived.. The decision i dread of making has come to a no turning back. I couldn’t be so sure if my decision of switching job is of a good one. I do not know for sure what will be ahead of me, though it is something i had anticipated for all this while. There is just so many things in my life that did not turn out the way i wanted. Haha.. I guess it happened to most of us. Sometimes it is best to just let the Almighty made the decision. All i know is i had done the best of me in everything i do. I supposed. Or maybe the thing i wanted just doesn’t fit me as much as what i already have right now. I thank God for all the things that i have, will have and had have. I just wish that i have did better last time. But worse than better is i am right here, the least i could do..

Back to life again, truly i had accepted a job offer somewhere else. Will be starting on a whole new story by this Wednesday. Everything new. Fresh and lively hopefully this time. There’s nothing about past i wanna regret. "That" past has brought me here. As much as it had affected the way i treat life right now. Something to be cherish and appreciated.

Guess what, i couldn’t believe myself when i heard that somewhere out there, there’s someone anticipating on my blog writing.. I was shocked and touched..Anyway, you know that i’m just blabbing about nothing at all here.. Funny. But still, really appreciate your support to you-know-who-you-are. My request is just one: do not complaint on others writing! Hahaha.. Surely everyone will have one favourite author rite..?

To all, i would say that i might not be able to update my blog once i started my new career. Hehe.. That would be something i missed most with my present employer. No restriction, no barrier to whatever you wanna access on the net.  All i can say is, i’m gonna miss all my colleagues, my present job, my work environment, everything! But life must go on, and i wanna go on too..

It has been a long holiday for my blog..too many things to do almost forgot about my blog’s existence.hehehe..

I’m off tomorrow. I’ll only be getting a saturday and sunday off after every 6 weeks.. That should be a long wait (kay tagal?). As for Hari Raye, too bad i’ll be spending my hari raya celebration at the office..huhuhu.. My holiday only starts on the 3rd raya which doesn’t really matter anyway. Worse still i’ll be left alone here when all my family went balik kampung. Boringnye..

Raya preparation..? So far, i have not buy anything (clothes, shoes, handbag, etc). The last time i went for a window shopping was during mega sales. Still, i didn’t spend anything that time. I was one of the observer, screening sales items which does not affect me to buy. Most girls would love to shop during these times, but i guess i do not have the passion. I guess something is wrong with me..haha..

A. Jobseeker          B. Jobstreet (Employer)

Question:

Which of these two have the higher risk of fraudulent?

firstly, long might not be the right word i supposed.the right word is "moderate".4 days of decelerating my brain since i was not being force to eat up to the mandatory work of life—>> a job.i was off for 4 days since saturday till tuesday..the good news is i don’t even have the slightest thought of my "pool"..hahaha..good isn’t it?seems like i really utilise these free unconventional off days to sweep off the excess memory that i’m actually still having tonnes of backlogs..for that,i congratulate myself..hehe

as for saturday, i went to FRIM for a so called voluntary work.supposed this should end for 2 days as it is supposed to be a 2 days program.but,it was a last minute cancellation for the sunday.so,it was just one day of voluntary work and another day of fooling around..i was actually lending my hand to a good friend of mine handling a group of students from a so-called "CHILD" society.all 107 students was a primary tamil school students..aged from 9-12 years old..couldn’t expect more from all these still-growing-up-kids.hehehe..you know what i mean.they’re exteremely uncontrollable, each and everytime we can’t help to not raise our voices cos they just simply won’t listen to you.just like our good old times at primary school la..i still remember my previous teacher in SRK BG, Cikgu Abu carrying rotan just to make sure all of the kids got in class on time.i was one of the fella that kena rotan during that time, but not becos of being degil but cos i didn’t remember to do homework.hehe..that was way back in 1991 when i was in Std. 2..funny.and i still remember that my class teacher that time Pn. Cheah, the lady that always put ointment to her body during class,don’t know what oil she used but the smell will evaporate in our class making me sick..hahaha.. 

ok.back to the story again..sunday morning, went for a breakfast at kepong town behind the market.ate nasik lemak with teh tarik and reading newspaper about tourist being cheated to pay RM500 for a trip back and forth from KLIA to KLCC..it was crazy man!!  i remember my dad asking me to find the latest road transport act few weeks ago, it was all for these cases! he never mention what it is for anyway. 5 fellas was charged for this crime and dad was the prosecution officer for that case. so far,only one had pleaded guilty and 4 more still going on with more trials..

after breakfast,went back to FRIM, packed all my stuff then off to mom’s house.at least i have more time to spend at home after the cancellation..the rest of the stories, i’ll just keep to myself.hahaha..it’s just a normal TV marathon for me. spongebob-discovery-spongebob-animax-discovery-hbo-spongebob..;p i’m contented with my past time this time.that is more important..

hari keje tp main je byk..isk3..bile la agaknye aku nk insaf ni..btw,system down.so xde maknanye nak wat keje pon.x dapat nk buat..

last week i went for a training at scicom.a week before that also i’ve been to training.guess what, i’m going for another training this coming sunday..crazy dude..they’ve been taking my off day for training..could anyone explain dat to me..?!isn’t this one kind of a violation towards a worker’s right to have rest..lest,to forget the neverending work issues that have been rising lately.with tribunal cases that needed more attention then the rest..this has been giving me the pain in the *** man..especially when i just have to go work as usual the next day..i don even have time to do my laundry.hahaha..then they complaint of their worker not performing well enough.how am i suppose to answer to this?

ok la..it’s always me who grumbles bout this and that.and it’s almost neverending.some was asking me to just stay contented with the things i do..and i’m trying.no more ‘but’..i’m giving myself a closed question.either it is a "yes" or "no"..simple as that.and i’m risking a "yes" to that question.and now i’ve to bear all the costs..

now let’s talk bout happy2 stuff la pulak..it’s mega sales again..huhu..luckily i don normally carry a lot of cash, so quite safe for me to walk in the crowd with temptation of buying but to no avail since i’ll be too lazy to queue up to withdraw money..hahaha..but i think online shopping would be a better choice for anyone who opts to stay home rather than bersesak2 in the mall la anyway.for me,i’ll just buy things that i really need and i’ll make sure that it last longer,so better go for quality instead of price and brand..so in this case,should i apply for a credit card btw..?suggestions pls..

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget: I’m not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I’m still waiting.

I’m through with doubt:
There’s nothing left for me to figure out.
I’ve paid a price,
An’ I’ll keep paying.

I’m not ready to make nice;
I’m not ready to back down.
I’m still mad as hell,
An’ I don’t have time,
To go round and round and round.
It’s too late to make it right;
I prob’ly wouldn’t if I could.
‘Cause I’m mad as hell:
Can’t bring myself,
To do what it is you think I should.

I know you said:
"Can’t you just get over it?"
It turned my whole world around,
And I kind of like it.

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets, and I don’t mind sayin’:
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her,
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world can the words that I said,
Send somebody so over the edge,
That they’d write me a letter sayin’ that I better,
Shut up an’ sing or my life will be over..

~not ready to make nice~ Dixie Chicks, Album: Taking The Long Way